Questions to answer but never spoken from your stubborn behaviour while others wonder how twisted somebody can be.. The devil in disguise? I mean, you did bring hell only to allow us another shot of the depths of your own chaos.
Maybe you should of taken into consideration what you were doing before you did it.. Maybe you could give answers to those who need it to continue their path or perhaps it is the lack of answers that allows us to wonder what if while we walk away from the dangerous chaos we have created...
A never ending cycle we have caught ourselves in but that cycle has broken like the dreams of a 10 year old boy finding out that Santa no longer exists.. A warrior finally conquering his objective, I have become.
A beautiful chaos, only to be admired by the faint hearted, is such a pretty picture. I could never ask for something more beautiful to inspire me to want so much, to learn, to change, to be all that I could ever be. Oh, you're like a beautiful sunrise.. We all know the inevitable end is a picture perfect sunset.
The chaos of my life, you have lead, to unimaginable highs or perhaps difficult lows. I could never truly appreciate the chaos. I guess that's why they name cyclones and hurricanes by people as we can all go through somebody's life and tear their life to pieces.
Or perhaps, we are not torn apart but lead to a better tomorrow.. You know what they said, the pain of today is the strength of tomorrow.
Oh, how that could not ring so true right now.
The pain we had to endure to climb the mountains to one another's souls could never be the greatest chaos we had, but the downfall of the dynasty we tried to create. Maybe, it was me who created such images that were for the fun of my imagination, for I could never believe in a chaos that could with stand our brutal shortcomings that lead to our demise.
I could never learn to trust somebody who lied so well, because if they could lie to someone else, why not lie to me? Cursed by the past, we could never run from the people we had become. Knowing full well that you were dealing with more than our story, but with very little communication, you made decisions to tell anybody but the one person who rode through it all.
Something I could never fully comprehend.
Perhaps, one day, the dust may settle, and you can only see the reflection of yourself and who you have become.
A story I could never fully comprehend. One that I could never understand.
A fighter, who never knew failure, who did not care for such chaos but the achievement of knowing that he had done his best.. Never knew he had achieved what he had set.
To find ones soul, to find everything but leaving with nothing but the chaos he knew. He found the answers, in the chaos. Hiding, running. Hoping never to be found. That you can never create a life with another without the effort and attention needed..
Bonnie & Clyde eat your heart out.
Never will it end, for its beauty could make even Mona Lisa look ugly.
Ah, what a beautiful chaos we had become.
But, your lack of effort and respect had left me no choice.
This is a chapter of the life I once knew.. But could not continue.
So he left to chase his dreams, knowing that he would never be the same again.
So he left to chase his dreams, knowing that he would never be the same again.
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| Mona Lisa The Louvre, Paris |
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